How dare Robert leaves me at a time where I am most vulnerable to him. Mexico? What will he do in Vera Cruz, Mexico? What will I do? Who will I share my time with? Who will listen to me when I feel a need to be heard? I feel like such a child infatuated with a boy. Oh my! Is this a possibility? Infatuation? I am shedding tears of sadness. I will miss him far too much. I do not want Robert to leave me at a time like this. I know he promised to write, but what if he doesn't?